Revisited

After three years, here i am. I'm not necessarily lost. I still did post some connect-the-dots on facebook, but yeah, it has been a while. So, again, here i am. Cue Air Supply song.

I have been very active in twitter of late and has considerably changed my perspective. They've said i have grown much mature than last year. Oh well, there's really nowhere to go once you hit mid to late 20s. I dread the day that I'd be mentioning and regretting how old i have become. It could have been different if i was already fulfilled (imagine a rest house on the beach, a red limo on standby, and of course, a charitable institution named after me. picture my name on an orphanage next to a ,donated by colon'), but here i am (i'm not sure how many times i would be repeating this phrase), stuck in a house of cubes, staying awake late at night, dragging myself to work. But as i have said, i have changed. So I will rephrase that. Here i am, still beaming in the center of a coffee-drenched workplace, enjoying the night differential and some sort of benefits TMTM (too many to mention), definitely waking up to a whole new beginning, every bleeping day. I guess that would work. So what did I really revisit? Aha, one rhetoric question down. Or is it? Thank you Family Guy for ruining my sentence constructions.

Yes, my life has been a drag, erase that. It has been sorta the same, up in the air. They say i should still be thankful as not all people get to have a job, high-paying job that is, nowadays. Who says I'm not thankful, anyway. Yes, in some ways, I am blessed. But i wished i am happy. As what i posted some time ago in twitter, "Happiness eludes me sometimes." Then, some people would suggest that i should be content. Thus, I abruptly end this post.